I wan to screammmm..yess i realli want to scream my lungs out.

Just finished writing my best services for crm.

Cannot tahan already. shall do it tmr.

I really dont wish to give up. i really dont. but the differences simply driving me mad.
The fear, the uncertainty, the pain im enduring for the las few weeks.
But the pain seems to cease as the time passes. Mayb my hopes are shattering.
I waited just now..for u to online. Finally u are online. I feel relieved. I told rongsao before , i shall not tok to him anymore until he come to tok to me. thenn..yess indeed, he came to tok to me.i was doing my crm la. and i purposely waited for a while to reply him back. haha i realised i realli got nth to tok to him. sob. i wanted to tel him abt the IT show..bt i don tink he noes it. so forget it. he oso nv ask me. i got state in my msn nick.

So Jonathan come tok to me. since there is always a long pause in btw me & eiji conversation, i tok to jon lor. I haven tok to him for so long le. He was my sec sch senior. He ask if i stil rem him. and he saw my nick, so he asked if the toshiba manager is the Fra wad de la..i forgot liao haha. Oo ya. so many ppl are into the Would u be there for me de song. So nice lor. haah. Jon asked me if i hav that song, i thought he wan. but actualli is he wan to send me. So nice la de song..i keep listening dono how many times le. haha

I realised that i realli got nothing to tok to eiji. sigh. i can tok to a fren whom i veri long nv contact le or any one else than him. Communication is realli our barrier. i cant tok to him abt the stuff here..cos i don tink he noes. n tat will b veri weird..if i keep asking..u noe tis ma..nehh tis like tat like tat like tat...den in the end he say..huhh..dono. Diao. haha. each time i type a sentence, i nd to simplify and directly translate from chinese..cos i scared he don understand wad im toking abt. and sometimes i realli wonder if he noes wad im toking. sigh sigh. i wan cry liao. haha.

i realli don no wad to do. Can u just giv me an ans. u noe i like you. y would u always giving me hope and takin it away and giving me hope again. Wad do u mean by approaching to tok to me and ignore me and when i realli don wan to bother abt u anymore, u approach me again. Im touched by u takin the initiative, but im hurt by ur cold behaviour sometimes- is it bcos u don understand wad im toking. ya ya im finding excuse for u. If u don like, please don tok to me...dont tok to me can. im seriously going mad.

ahh..i dono y i wrote all these down here. i don wan to tink of anyth anymore.

Looking forward to tmr IT show. Will be working for Toshiba @ hall 602 ^^ with ccl, mich and wong. Aiming for ..........ehh i tong sa de la..hahha. more sales~~~~

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