hey ya.>> jus came back after a shopping spree with mum..hohoho i bought a handbag n a pair of ..sort of slippers..i haVen buy cny clothes n shoes!!!!! cny is nearing...haha actualli i shld be
doing on my project now..bt den decided to blog 1st...

Because...............


I saw Him at orchard haha...

Him is the guy whom i said at 1st is I like him
Den he is kinda fond of me la..
den we got msg like tat
but in the end, i realise he is too wild..our characters don seem to fit well
so i began to ignore him by not replying his msg n cal
Den hm...u shld noe la...
BUt actualli ok i admit i stil like him la...
U noe wad..cos we stil got msg n chat on msn ...but nt tat often le
so whenever i receive his msg or suddenly he tok to me on msn..
my heart will like pop pop pop//wah i can nervous til i want vomit u noe...
So las tym in sch rite..he wil purposely appear in front of me..haha...so when i see him..i quickly ask my frenz to walk faster..away from him..cos u noe whenever i saw him...i cant control my nervous-ness...wil make me veri veri nervous...til i almost got heart attack...haha
N when i m working at OG with my other frenz, he oso got come visit our frenz..he n my other frenz noe one another quite well la...cos my frenz working at B1, me at level 4...den i tink is my frenz tell him i work there..so he came up..at the veri moment i saw him..i was like oo dead..im going to die..so i pretend to be toking to my colleagues..ignoring him as well..i feel kinda bad..but den i m oso too nervous to tok to him u noe...

He is the onli onli one tat make me so nervous til can vomit leh...if is other handsome handsome de i oso wont nervous...but he ..ok he considered quite handsome la...but i just cant understand...my frenz oso got a few quite handsome de n when walk along orchard rd oso got many quite handsome de..y i wont feel nervous seeing them..y i onli feel nervous seeing him...weird...i cant control u noe..

I thought mayb in sec sch i like him alot so seeing him wil make me nervous is normal de...but after he left sch, n den me left sch n after so many yrs passed//y i stil feel nervous when seeing him...y i feel nervous even when we msg or chat in msn???? y??? im weird...

yes... i thought i wont like him after sometimes...cos last tym young young tat tym...a few i like le..den oso in the end say they so ugly ..don wan like liao..n den eventually forgot them le...but tis 1...after 4 yrs le...hey 4 yrs...i stil like him..well bt nt as much as b4..sometimes i will just tink of him..the reason mayb is tat i like him b4..n he like me b4 as well..cos some is i like them they don like me...n some is they like me..i don like them...n oso bcos he stil got keep in touch,,some ppl wil ask me..since u al like each other..y don stead..the problem is with me...i feel tat accepting a person entering into ur life is hard...cos is out of a sudden...n i don wan to lose my freedom as well...im the person who will tink alot de...like i wil tink til if we r together...i nd to take some time out to date with him..to quarrel with him...to understand him...gosh i just don like these...i don like to go out every wkend..i prefer to spend my wk end at home...n i stil nd to keep this from my parents...it's tiring..n he likes clubbing...spent so much time on clubbing n drinking de..drink til he drop dead in the pub..dance some more..gosh...well, i don realli like his interests...tis bothers my thoughts of being with him too..bt despite all these...despite that we are different in characters...but i stil like him...selina sok alr...well he is not tat bad la..though he loves visiting pubs n owayz drink...bt he is our spore ncc...n his rank quite high..dono wad the name la..he said wanna serve spore with pride bla bla bla...which is one of his gd points..

so erm...back to the point...i saw him today at orchard...i was like okie..from far..i though i see wrongly..cos i was happily chatting with my cousin n mum...so when we r closer..i wad like...realli is him ah...i can confirm 95% is him...so i was like my eyes opening so big..stare at him..den i dono whether he got see me not..im too numb to react anyway...haha so after a stare...i decide to look elsewhere le...n den passed each other...but the distance stil quite far...im at right side of the path..he is at the left...erm...so i was shocked for about an hr or so..b4 my senses come back...haha....

erm tat all....

shall start doing project le...haha
selina..don b so nervous la...relax relax..
Shall erase him from my heart,,,
don tink of him leee....

have i made a wrong decision??
SHld i regret?>
If i haven chosen the other choice then...
wil my situation b different now...?
I did not give it a try...
I give up easily
Mayb u r not tat bad after all...

-selina

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