fourth time alr...as in a day...huirong i jus leave u a comment for ur previous post ..read it k...

come i sing u a song...
...Near far, wherever u r...
...i believe tt the heart does go on.........
...we'll stay , forever tis way...
...u wil stay in my heart n
...my heart will
...go on~ n on~~~~ >.<

wahaha *i realli love tis song*
(my heart will go on)

lookin at the lyrics...i feel like fallin in love...
i neva ever been into a relationship b4...
some thout i alr had a few relationship by lookin at my outlook
they thout i jus play around like tt
whereas my frenz told mi tt...some guys...(whom i reject) n some hu is the guys i reject de frenz say i veri proud...as in well, if i don like him...i wil make remarks..i wil scold him..i wil say nasty things about him...i wil ignore him( i wil onli do tis if i dont realli noe them) meaning not my frenz la...i realli don like none of my suitors in sec sch..nt tt they r awful..some r quite suai..bt i stil don like..cos gt no chemistry,,i rem i said u go look into the mirror urself to a guy ...wahaha..i noe i realli hurt him..bt he is realli veri irritating..=.=

if is my frenz ...ya..most of them are my classmates...
which is realli quite pai say..
imagine tt everyday oso see each other..somemore is quite good frenz..in sec sch..im get along v well with the guys..bt in poly...hm..not realli...my sec sch guy frenz r realli veri fun..can bully oso...haha some oso quite suai leh..

okie...if is my frenz or classmates..i wil treat like nothing happen...we will stil b frenz...so im pretendin la...k ci k ci dono dono...if though they alr said tt to mi...bt it is impossible..cos soo good ..like buddy liao..den suddenly chg,,i wil nt used to it...plus i fell sad..cos u get close to mi...like buddy is bcos u like mi..i feel betrayed...

i used to hav quite a few of all those guy wooin gal stuffs...i got quite frustrated den..keep hopin tt they can jus leave mi alone...bt now in poly...aiyo..poly too big liao...unlike sec sch..u can straight noe ooh...tis prs is fr sec wad , n wad class..bt poly too big liao...in poly ..nobody woo mi...haha sadx~ contradicting rite...in sec sch..i hope they can jus leave mi alone..n now inpoly i m hopin tt somebody from any class can jus come n woo mi...haha selina u r so desperated...~~ well...being wooed isnt bad...bt if too many at a time is realli frustrating..will realli afect ur life v much...

i wanted veri much to b in love with a guy i realli love ..n he oso muz realli lov mi...mayb im mature than any1 else? yah i like to play around in sch...i mean fr my behavior...u al wil tink tt i treat everyth quite lightly...veri bubbly ..all tt..bt deep down...i mean a prs can have a few characters when facing diff things..is not tt i have 2 sides or wad...is jus that..sometimes a prs wil nd to have a veri verii private space in his or her mind thinkin abou veri veri private things rite...u onli come to tink about it when u r alone in somewhere..where ther is no disturbance...rite? sometimes u wont even tel ur closest frenz or even family wad r u EXACTLY thinkin about...rite? we wil wan to have our private self where no other 2 else wil noe...rite? okie back to the main point....i realli would like to fall in love...bt there is no 1 that i realli tink he suits mi..hm..depends on fate...i tink puppy love is jus sooo..so FAKE...is jus tt min..tt day..tt few weeks..or tt few months that him n her realli love each other..bcos of wad? attracted by his/her looks? i dono..bt tis kind of relationship wont last..n i wil nt scarifice my feelings n get hurt in the end...wad i wan is long-lastin relationship, n the ever-growin love between us. haha mayb its jus seem impossible...bt i wil nt fall in fall until i realli find a suitable 1...i wil nt fall in love so easy..example derrick? i jus like him bt not love..i say before tt if he can b my bf den good..bt i doesnt realli mean it..is jus those liking bcos of his looks n voice..im realli veri hard-hearted de..i don like means i don like..no matter how u woo mi (referin back to sec sch days..i oso wil nt like..it jus turn mi off..n i wil say nasty things about u..) haha

u noe las tym from sec 1 or 2..i forgot..got 1 prs wooed mi fr sec1 den sec 4..n in sec 2 tt tym i told a guy frenz to tel him i donlike ppl from a normal course to b my bf...i din realli mean it..i jus giv as a excuse to shoo him off..cos i hav enuf of him...n since den..that guy frenz went to spread around "selina don like normal course ppl to b her bf" shit la him...from den on..ppl fr normal course hu like mi...some msg mi ask mi...can i woo u...some go ask my frenz to tel mi ...he is fr normal..bt does he stand a chance...when i came tinkin about it....Veri funni sia...haha

poly life..is quite dull actuali..sometimes is fun...fun in a way tt i hav many gal frenz with mi spending the time in poly..thx so much..bt some thing is realli lackin in poly...unlike sec sch life...is all about unity...we stand together as a school...poly? separated...
no bond btw students n tchers...poly so many ppl...don even noe them...n some look pissed off...haha

some ppl may tink tt poly life is interesting..yes sometimes it is interesting..in sch with ur frenz...wah it can b veri enjoyable...bt when came back home..came to tink about it..compare with sec sch life...ther is realli a difference~~X

yah ..a difference...
bt it is part of our education journey..
try to b the worst to the best..
well poly isnt tt bad...
at least i get know my darllings.....
haha...noe hu u r.?
yah of cos gt hui rong n chili...
n my tomato, wanling, regina, ashley, jasmine n shimin too!
>.<
cheers to all~

*selina*

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